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ready to go right here on fade to black

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tonight lor Eisenhower's with this

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tomorrow night Michael shre at Wednesday

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night Barry Littleton Thursday night

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it's done the fader night with open

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lines all night long

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tonight it's lore Eisenhower she's a

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global Alchemist a cosmic mythologists

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and an intuitive astrologist she's an

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internationally acclaimed speaker has

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presented her work worldwide lourdes a

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group the great-granddaughter of

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President Dwight David Eisenhower she's

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one of the leading researchers on health

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and Exopolitics alchemy metaphysics and

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ancient history she works to free us

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from the 3d holographic time loop faults

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are conic systems and the military

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industrial complex with their hidden

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agendas so we can take our power back

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tonight we're gonna discuss everything

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we're gonna get centered with Laura I

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need Laura and she's right here Laura

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good evening how are you I'm great what

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you know you know I need you right you

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know I need you we need you Laura

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welcome back to the program and crazy

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times right now crazy things going on on

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this planet and you're you're no

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different than the rest of us you're

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absolutely and the reason I know that

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you know exactly what I'm talking about

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but uh but more than that is you you you

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share what's going on with you you're

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not perfect you post what's going on

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with your life you've got positive

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things going on but when negative things

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affect you you're not scared you let it

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hang out and then you tell everybody

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what you do to fix yourself is is is

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that you know that personal stuff

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putting it out there like that is that

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the way to go and does it help you make

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those changes well for me it works I

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don't know if it works for others

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sometimes people feel vulnerable I don't

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feel like I have anything to lose and I

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share a lot of information about the

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healing process and I mean I just

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humanity to air out some of these

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unconscious wounds and programs and

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things that we've gone through in our

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life and not to be afraid of it because

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I think you know part of the program is

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to shove it down and to put on a facade

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and I don't really think that helps

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anybody in the end and this is the only

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way I know how to be so it would be

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incredibly uncomfortable if I wasn't any

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if I was any difference so I mean I

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think it comes down to we just need to

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be true to ourselves and this is what

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being true to myself looks like he's

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just kind of like you know and when I do

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presentations and I put this information

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together I realize how helpful it is for

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me that it's become a way of life it's

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my lifestyle it's I live and breathe it

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it's not just research right so well

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I've seen I've seen you pose day-to-day

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for four years now

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and I've seen this one cyclical thing

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I've seen you work through issues right

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which seems to be in real time where you

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will start off the day with a post about

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okay this is what's going on I'm so

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frustrated twenty minutes later you'll

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come back with a post that says okay

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maybe I shouldn't have done the first

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post because here I am now with the

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second post and then the third post will

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come in out I am so much better and this

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is what I did and that's very very

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personal stuff most people would keep

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that completely to themselves but you

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have chosen to put it out there and show

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everybody the process when did you start

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to get the courage for this Laura

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because it's it's got to be tough to do

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it isn't that's the problem that's why I

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go back I'm like maybe I should delete

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this because he's too easy to just I'm

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like wait thousands of people are

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probably seeing this or I don't know how

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many see me in the newsfeed so I have to

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sort of remind myself well you know

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maybe I shouldn't go there it is

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cyclical I don't do it all the time but

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and I know I'm not alone and I know a

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lot of people go through stuff too and I

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like to honor these initiations in the

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deep processes because I know how easy

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it is to feel stuck in like there is no

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way to get to the other side and I think

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if we give a voice to it more there's

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less shame and there's more humor and it

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isn't as bad as maybe it feels in the

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moment and so sharing it kind of like

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lightens me up a little because you know

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it's like sure maybe there's criticism

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but that's okay

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maybe there's relatability maybe you

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know there's there's just you know

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something to poke fun at because that's

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just something that kind of makes me

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laugh I mean some things are heavy too

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but um yeah I started Facebook

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I don't know gosh 2009-2010 maybe right

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and I I didn't expect that I was going

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to sort of build this social media as

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much as I have you know after I became a

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public speaker it really began to grow

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and I haven't changed from the way I was

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when I you know initially started

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posting I haven't really changed much

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ever I mean I've always been kind of a

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transparent person with a pretty wack

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sense of humor and and I've always had

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my head into these deeper kind of

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conversations and sort of information so

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and I realized at the end of the day

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whoever comes and goes that this is the

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best thing I can give for me or else I

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just start to not feel well and really

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kind of you know out of balance but um

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so it's really the quest to maintain you

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know some sort of you know balance and

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uh yeah I just uh I just see us kind of

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all in this together and and why hide I

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don't want to be a public person if it

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means I have to hide I'd rather yeah I

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dry I just I don't want to do anything

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if it involves having to change the core

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nature of me and I know the information

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is valuable I'm flexible as far as my

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beliefs go but uh you know I I wouldn't

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be where I am today if it wasn't for

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some of the stuff that I've pulled

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together so I feel like that is a really

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strong foundation in me and so you know

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part of that courage I think is you know

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kind of if I'm like rowing a boat and a

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big storm comes you can't really hide it

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but what are you gonna do in the face of

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it you're gonna learn skills you're

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gonna you know be preventive you're

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gonna know what to do better next time

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because I'm trained in wilderness

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expedition leadership it becomes my

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ultimate metaphor how I sort of steer my

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own ship in life I'm not afraid of the

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storms or poisonous creatures I want it

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to help me to be stronger I want to be

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an inspiration I want to show hey if

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this is showing up yeah it's not fun

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knowing that the the negative and the

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difficult is very temporary and the

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rewards that come from coming out the

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other end are great because not only are

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capacity to just share and unify is that

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much greater as well and I and I love

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that part of it I love I love the sense

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of community that I never really had so

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it's kind of uh yeah I I just it's all

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so surreal that I sometimes don't even

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feel like I'm really here so it's like

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what do I have to lose when I post weird

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stuff on Facebook throughout the day

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throughout the day all day long we are

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right and the wrong the positive and the

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negative where you have to make a

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and the the right road is the difficult

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path doing the right thing is hard going

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negative is simple it's easy right

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that's the easy road to take why is it

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that so many choose the wrong path well

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into a victim consciousness or to blame

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others or to just feel bitter maybe

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they're just really not seeing an

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expansiveness about what's possible for

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us in the future I think it's also a

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neglect of really recognizing what we're

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made of um yeah and it's definitely it

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depends on the type like I've definitely

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felt into both sometimes it's just so

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easy to just love and have an open heart

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I think a person jumps into the other

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a person has experienced one for too

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long they might actually form a persona

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that ends up taking over and they lose

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their sense of freedom or love or

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openness and so I think in the end if we

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can integrate both the light and dark we

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can still be open-hearted

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loving but with boundaries with

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discernment and with honesty it's like

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it's not always gonna be easy we don't

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have to pretend it's always easy but we

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can hold ourselves a little bit more

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accountable we can also know where to

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draw the line and know what belongs and

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what doesn't I also think that the

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programming clearly encouraged us just

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to go you know back to your point which

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is really important you know in general

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in our society is like is I think

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there's a lot of permission to go in

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that direction the programming's are not

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looking for our best interests that's

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not standing for human development and

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spiritual development and ascension

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which to me is you know really lighting

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up and activating our dormant strands of

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DNA understanding what our junk DNA is

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and being the shift and understanding

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that these initiations are taking us

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more into the truth of who we are well

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we're in a sabotaging Society that takes

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advantage of those initiations and so

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people give their power away they end up

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at a doctor they end up getting maybe a

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fear diagnosis they're given a drug

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maybe they lose a relationship or a job

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and and it and it keeps us in this

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duality the program's do where if it

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didn't work out you're bitter and you

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hate life and nothing's going well

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nothing's going right but if we can defy

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those programming's these are amazing

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rites of passages that take us in to

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more of who we really are because those

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things don't matter anyway

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we have to learn to navigate beyond the

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matrix because it's only going to trick

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us in the end and I think that's what

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creates such a negative perspective for

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people that stay stuck in it or they're

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the ones that are rewarded for being a

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part of that program to exploit people

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that might feel vulnerable I was the

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other day this is astounding to me I'm

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driving I'm listening to talk radio here

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in LA I never go off of talk radio and

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the host literally said this it's okay

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to drive solo in the carpool lane right

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and and said that if you get caught one

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day and you have to pay the traffic

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ticket that's fine but just think about

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all of the other days that you got away

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with it now that's that's the

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programming you're talking about that is

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a negative decision we

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you know what I mean that simple thing

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sets a mindset right there for the rest

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of society that it is okay to do this

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you're gonna get caught once but if you

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run your entire day with doing the wrong

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thing and hoping that you're not gonna

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get caught or you're gonna get away with

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it you're gonna do something behind

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somebody's back or you know and you

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operate your life in in a negative

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aspect that's the programming that

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you're talking about right there and

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it's like instilled this went out to

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millions of people and and I it really

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really bothered me hence hence me having

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to call you love your last post recently

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about you know be a positive person you

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have that choice right and I think

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integrity is everything I think that's

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what keeps us connected to spirit it

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keeps us grounded to earth it helps us

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to have you know healthy relationships

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if we're just living to see what we can

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get away with then we're probably just

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trying to deceive others too and see how

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much we can manipulate them right to get

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what we want from them too right and

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that's a very toxic person that makes

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you just as bad as the Cabal because

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you've you've bought into their game and

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you're enabling it and you're a part of

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the energetic pollution that we're

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trying to clear and it's not appropriate

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it's not I don't know what people think

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they're hiding from and it's not about

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believing in God or punishing God or

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heaven or hell but it's like cosmic

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natural law I mean just that alone there

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there are greater laws that I mean and

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and I saw that a lot especially spending

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a lot of time in the wilderness you see

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the instant karmic effects of people

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being a shock to each other or stealing

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the food or doing any it's like instant

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backlash but in our society because

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we're in this false matrix it buffers

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these lessons somewhat because you can

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sort of work your way around it I mean

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there's there's the opportunity to just

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drown yourself in some sort of a way of

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life that other people are in agreement

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to that won't hold you accountable

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because they want to do it too and so

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everybody is in that sort of codependent

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negative ego mindset and and it's really

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hard to convince people to snap out of

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it it's it's it's um it's too bad

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because it's it's taking them down a

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road that I think they would you know

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regret that's called digression that's

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called potentially being more siphoned

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into an artificial you know timeline and

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you know negative technologies that you

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know our siphoning lifeforce that hands

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its power away for the instant

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gratification of thinking it has power

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because trickery is a form of you know

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false power that's right that's right

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that's right

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there is and that trickery that blinding

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it reminds me of the line in in a Black

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Sabbath song right heaven in hell I

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swear which is the line is the world is

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full of kings and queens who blind your

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eyes and steal your dreams and think

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about that how accurate that is right

352
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it's exactly what you are saying right

353
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now and this programming that it goes on

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all day long today so many are

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completely blinded by it and they don't

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realize that they're being taken off of

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the path you know there are it's it's

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the fact that all this satanic ritual

359
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abuse and all this dark stuff mind

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control programs exist in the places

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that people look up to and they emulate

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and they idolize the individuals that

363
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are caught up in it whether that's those

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that are still attached to the royal

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family or just the celebrity realms I'm

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not saying they're all like that but

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anything that raises its power above the

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people is something to really question

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because not only are we allowing

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ourselves to sort of live through it

371
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the the thing that operates it isn't you

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know coming from a very high place it's

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sort of looking to you know create that

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I'm not saying that they're all like out

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of integrity or living like that but the

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mindset of programming a negative ego

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this is powerful because of what you can

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get away with so if we see certain

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people in powerful positions that are

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getting away with like child trafficking

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or money laundering or using a

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trained assassins or mules to run their

383
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drugs you know the Cabal sits there and

384
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laughs and treats us like we're the

385
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lowly stupid ones and their game is up

386
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because many have have become wise and

387
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the best way to keep pushing it in the

388
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right direction is to keep oneself and

389
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check in the very things that you're

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bringing up you know how much are you

391
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still operating from that place of what

392
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can I get away with who cares who it

393
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hurts because it's service to self I

394
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mean it's a service to self mentality

395
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and that's the very cabal and that's the

396
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core of the Cabal mindset that has its

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tentacles everywhere and that uses

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individuals in the most monstrous you

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know way with trauma-based mind control

400
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to keep you know the certain power alive

401
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to then program the people that are

402
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watching it that this is something to

403
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strive for and again I'm not saying

404
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everybody that's involved in these

405
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industries are like that but the more I

406
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learn the more horrifying it is and the

407
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more I see that this is not just you

408
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know internet stuff you know meeting

409
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people and doing readings with people

410
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and getting real close to the people

411
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that have been like right in it I mean

412
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it's it's just the nature of it and

413
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there's a lot of victims that are being

414
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used there's a lot of blackmail in order

415
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to create that you know sort of thing

416
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but we're the byproduct as far as what

417
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we pull from it when we watch the TV

418
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when we you know listen to the news when

419
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we look at the programming zone you know

420
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sort of mainstream media and magazines

421
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and and all that kind of stuff if we're

422
00:17:08,880 --> 00:17:05,319
not what I have found is that if you if

423
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you throughout your day is simply and

424
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and do this as a test for yourself be

425
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honest with yourself throughout the day

426
00:17:18,059 --> 00:17:16,660
if you just do the right thing right you

427
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got the choice the wrong thing or the

428
00:17:21,720 --> 00:17:18,490
right thing

429
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finish your day with a series of doing

430
00:17:26,610 --> 00:17:24,670
the right things right and at the end of

431
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the day you just feel better about

432
00:17:30,990 --> 00:17:28,329
yourself but this is the you know what

433
00:17:34,100 --> 00:17:31,000
the byproduct is now you don't have to

434
00:17:36,900 --> 00:17:34,110
cover up the lies right the the

435
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spiderweb that you have you know

436
00:17:42,600 --> 00:17:39,670
concocted you don't have to go back and

437
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fix things and cover up the next day and

438
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wonder about because you know you did a

439
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string of

440
00:17:51,510 --> 00:17:49,480
positive things all day long and that's

441
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all you have to do it's it's more

442
00:17:55,440 --> 00:17:53,080
difficult but in the end of the day

443
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you're rewarded aren't you that's how I

444
00:17:58,830 --> 00:17:57,010
feel I mean that's why I'm really honest

445
00:18:00,390 --> 00:17:58,840
about what I'm going through and I you

446
00:18:04,350 --> 00:18:00,400
know I don't want to you know say too

447
00:18:05,760 --> 00:18:04,360
much or ah I don't want to certainly

448
00:18:07,650 --> 00:18:05,770
bring anybody down if I'm having a hard

449
00:18:09,000 --> 00:18:07,660
time I like to kind of go into that

450
00:18:11,100 --> 00:18:09,010
place though and come out the other end

451
00:18:12,570 --> 00:18:11,110
like you're saying and that's my process

452
00:18:14,550 --> 00:18:12,580
and I encourage that you know with

453
00:18:16,020 --> 00:18:14,560
clients I work with and you know these

454
00:18:17,520 --> 00:18:16,030
are the underlying messages that I have

455
00:18:19,650 --> 00:18:17,530
in a lot of my presentations it's really

456
00:18:21,480 --> 00:18:19,660
really comes down to us it's like for us

457
00:18:23,340 --> 00:18:21,490
a lot about this other information is

458
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really important but it needs to point

459
00:18:27,840 --> 00:18:26,080
back to us and the reason I think I feel

460
00:18:29,640 --> 00:18:27,850
clear is because I'm willing to say

461
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sorry I'm willing to fall down and get

462
00:18:34,680 --> 00:18:31,360
back up again I'm willing to see the

463
00:18:36,780 --> 00:18:34,690
errors of my triggers and how they make

464
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me see a reality that might not be there

465
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because of past traumas I need that self

466
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honesty or I mean Who am I fooling

467
00:18:45,960 --> 00:18:43,750
otherwise and so I can't remember when I

468
00:18:48,750 --> 00:18:45,970
wasn't like this and yeah it works for

469
00:18:50,820 --> 00:18:48,760
some and not others but I just really

470
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hope people feel more encouraged because

471
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there's greater bonds that are formed

472
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there's greater trust that is created

473
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and we really need unity more than

474
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anything and we don't need to fool each

475
00:19:03,390 --> 00:19:00,130
other because eventually it catches up

476
00:19:06,480 --> 00:19:03,400
now what okay so what is the advice I

477
00:19:08,850 --> 00:19:06,490
think that all of us know right from

478
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wrong we've been told us you know since

479
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birth right we all know the difference

480
00:19:17,900 --> 00:19:13,660
between right and wrong but what's the

481
00:19:21,360 --> 00:19:17,910
advice for making the right decision

482
00:19:23,850 --> 00:19:21,370
it's it's the same thing that I mean

483
00:19:27,690 --> 00:19:23,860
everything's energy you know so things

484
00:19:30,620 --> 00:19:27,700
that aren't healthy that are toxic they

485
00:19:33,000 --> 00:19:30,630
might give us instant gratification and

486
00:19:34,350 --> 00:19:33,010
you know certain joys and I'm not saying

487
00:19:36,000 --> 00:19:34,360
oh my gosh we should give up everything

488
00:19:37,560 --> 00:19:36,010
I mean jeez we've been stuck in this

489
00:19:39,900 --> 00:19:37,570
lower-density I think we should have

490
00:19:42,510 --> 00:19:39,910
some fun and not like worry so much

491
00:19:44,520 --> 00:19:42,520
about everything but I think the number

492
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one thing if we could get right would

493
00:19:48,120 --> 00:19:46,300
allow us to transmute a lot of the other

494
00:19:50,610 --> 00:19:48,130
toxicity we deal with in the world if we

495
00:19:54,060 --> 00:19:50,620
don't have our inner self like clear and

496
00:19:56,300 --> 00:19:54,070
grounded to like being in our Divine

497
00:19:58,770 --> 00:19:56,310
Center you know integrating polarity

498
00:20:00,280 --> 00:19:58,780
living in integrity honoring

499
00:20:01,780 --> 00:20:00,290
relationships treating you know

500
00:20:03,610 --> 00:20:01,790
others with love and respect despite our

501
00:20:04,870 --> 00:20:03,620
differences then everything else is

502
00:20:06,610 --> 00:20:04,880
really hard for our system to handle

503
00:20:07,690 --> 00:20:06,620
because we're not operating from a

504
00:20:11,290 --> 00:20:07,700
higher dimensional level we're not

505
00:20:12,880 --> 00:20:11,300
connected to spirit which transmutes

506
00:20:14,950 --> 00:20:12,890
which heals which Alka mices which

507
00:20:17,980 --> 00:20:14,960
purifies and we're just kind of like

508
00:20:20,020 --> 00:20:17,990
getting ourselves in deeper trouble

509
00:20:22,810 --> 00:20:20,030
which creates even more of a need for

510
00:20:24,880 --> 00:20:22,820
these externals to appease that lack or

511
00:20:27,340 --> 00:20:24,890
that void so I think the greatest advice

512
00:20:28,870 --> 00:20:27,350
is not only is it going to help you to

513
00:20:30,850 --> 00:20:28,880
reclaim your life force and call your

514
00:20:32,500 --> 00:20:30,860
energy back from past situations that

515
00:20:34,420 --> 00:20:32,510
were negative it's like a form of soul

516
00:20:36,070 --> 00:20:34,430
retrieval just to step up and say you

517
00:20:38,590 --> 00:20:36,080
know I'm gonna break these patterns so

518
00:20:41,350 --> 00:20:38,600
that the same patterns that one you know

519
00:20:46,660 --> 00:20:41,360
might have been used to creating aren't

520
00:20:47,740 --> 00:20:46,670
really as easily showing up I mean

521
00:20:49,750 --> 00:20:47,750
that's the whole deal with patterns I

522
00:20:51,460 --> 00:20:49,760
mean life teaches us everything that we

523
00:20:52,660 --> 00:20:51,470
you know need we're here for soul

524
00:20:54,430 --> 00:20:52,670
development and spiritual development

525
00:20:55,960 --> 00:20:54,440
we've been taught that it's about status

526
00:20:57,580 --> 00:20:55,970
and power and all these other things

527
00:20:59,200 --> 00:20:57,590
that even in the weight person might

528
00:21:00,280 --> 00:20:59,210
still fall in the trap because it's

529
00:21:01,960 --> 00:21:00,290
ingrained in us it's it's

530
00:21:04,360 --> 00:21:01,970
multi-generational I mean we've been in

531
00:21:07,330 --> 00:21:04,370
a twenty six thousand year cycle of a

532
00:21:08,650 --> 00:21:07,340
lot of BS and a lot of dark technologies

533
00:21:10,870 --> 00:21:08,660
that have been operating a lot of world

534
00:21:12,640 --> 00:21:10,880
wars a lot of disconnection of masculine

535
00:21:14,530 --> 00:21:12,650
feminine spirituality and science and

536
00:21:15,910 --> 00:21:14,540
this bombardment of all this you know

537
00:21:18,220 --> 00:21:15,920
other stuff we need to cut ourselves

538
00:21:21,100 --> 00:21:18,230
slack and not be afraid to fail because

539
00:21:23,440 --> 00:21:21,110
there is no real true failure we need to

540
00:21:26,590 --> 00:21:23,450
not be afraid of what others think we

541
00:21:29,950 --> 00:21:26,600
need to be okay with the shadow elements

542
00:21:31,000 --> 00:21:29,960
and I mean and the greatest advice that

543
00:21:32,440 --> 00:21:31,010
I can give us because this is what it

544
00:21:33,790 --> 00:21:32,450
dances us it's not just something like

545
00:21:35,230 --> 00:21:33,800
oh isn't that nice it's a fluffy nice

546
00:21:38,500 --> 00:21:35,240
little philosophy we can go to sleep

547
00:21:40,690 --> 00:21:38,510
with I literally am positive that this

548
00:21:43,000 --> 00:21:40,700
is what helps to advance us it helps us

549
00:21:45,430 --> 00:21:43,010
to defy these lower realms it helps us

550
00:21:47,890 --> 00:21:45,440
to activate dormant strands of DNA

551
00:21:50,350 --> 00:21:47,900
because ultimately our DNA holds the

552
00:21:51,490 --> 00:21:50,360
elements and I'm not gonna get into you

553
00:21:53,470 --> 00:21:51,500
know anything without you you know

554
00:21:55,300 --> 00:21:53,480
asking first but the nucleic acids in

555
00:21:57,850 --> 00:21:55,310
our DNA hold the elements including

556
00:22:00,370 --> 00:21:57,860
ether the mitochondrial DNA connected

557
00:22:01,810 --> 00:22:00,380
with the mother holds the element ether

558
00:22:03,850 --> 00:22:01,820
and it's been damaged for thousands of

559
00:22:05,760 --> 00:22:03,860
years now that's healing and it's a

560
00:22:08,860 --> 00:22:05,770
nurturing energy and it's like

561
00:22:10,180 --> 00:22:08,870
everything that we would need as proof

562
00:22:13,420 --> 00:22:10,190
to know that we're in this ascension

563
00:22:14,210 --> 00:22:13,430
window basically exists when we choose

564
00:22:16,549 --> 00:22:14,220
these darker

565
00:22:19,279 --> 00:22:16,559
we're actually putting ourselves on the

566
00:22:20,899 --> 00:22:19,289
line and we're actually threatening the

567
00:22:23,240 --> 00:22:20,909
well-being of our soul in the long run

568
00:22:25,310 --> 00:22:23,250
that is gonna take a lot of time and a

569
00:22:27,619 --> 00:22:25,320
lot of you know work and energy to undo

570
00:22:29,450 --> 00:22:27,629
if we don't figure it out while we're at

571
00:22:31,369 --> 00:22:29,460
this crossroads while we're in this very

572
00:22:32,930 --> 00:22:31,379
very pivotal crucial window period and

573
00:22:36,769 --> 00:22:32,940
it's just not worth it in the end

574
00:22:39,350 --> 00:22:36,779
because at the end of the day when all

575
00:22:41,090 --> 00:22:39,360
the material stuff falls away you know

576
00:22:42,529 --> 00:22:41,100
you only have your soul and if that's

577
00:22:43,970 --> 00:22:42,539
played a lot of games with people if

578
00:22:46,159 --> 00:22:43,980
it's hurt people if it's used and

579
00:22:48,080 --> 00:22:46,169
manipulated if it's lied if it was only

580
00:22:49,820 --> 00:22:48,090
out for self gain you can't run from

581
00:22:52,159 --> 00:22:49,830
that and if you want to end up you know

582
00:22:53,690 --> 00:22:52,169
with these dark technologies and end up

583
00:22:57,080 --> 00:22:53,700
joining you know the cult of the Cabal

584
00:22:58,039 --> 00:22:57,090
and the Satanist I I feel for a person

585
00:22:59,860 --> 00:22:58,049
but I don't know where they think it's

586
00:23:03,230 --> 00:22:59,870
getting them because it's certainly not

587
00:23:06,440 --> 00:23:03,240
honoring what's sacred and I think the

588
00:23:08,419 --> 00:23:06,450
rewards are vast and I think that's what

589
00:23:10,629 --> 00:23:08,429
we're all up against right now and why

590
00:23:13,039 --> 00:23:10,639
it's so difficult for people because uh

591
00:23:14,659 --> 00:23:13,049
yeah it may be it's not easy you know

592
00:23:17,419 --> 00:23:14,669
but go into the divine innocence you

593
00:23:19,279 --> 00:23:17,429
know and just be kind of like you know

594
00:23:21,379 --> 00:23:19,289
allow the play to come back everything

595
00:23:24,799 --> 00:23:21,389
gets so heavy and serious that you know

596
00:23:26,180 --> 00:23:24,809
I think just people want to lash out and

597
00:23:29,029 --> 00:23:26,190
want to rebel and want to just go into

598
00:23:31,549 --> 00:23:29,039
these lower you know realms because you

599
00:23:34,190 --> 00:23:31,559
really cares about one another it's all

600
00:23:39,320 --> 00:23:34,200
everyone for themselves but you know

601
00:23:41,990 --> 00:23:39,330
that's sort of anti human agenda and our

602
00:23:43,759 --> 00:23:42,000
unity is what I consider to be the

603
00:23:45,590 --> 00:23:43,769
immune system of the planet that gets

604
00:23:48,320 --> 00:23:45,600
rid of the parasites and each one of us

605
00:23:50,119 --> 00:23:48,330
if we take that stand we're gonna feel

606
00:23:53,240 --> 00:23:50,129
safer with each other we're gonna feel

607
00:23:54,769 --> 00:23:53,250
more comfortable with ourselves and we

608
00:23:58,279 --> 00:23:54,779
can laugh at it all if it gets too heavy

609
00:24:01,940 --> 00:23:58,289
and and this is how we move mountains so

610
00:24:05,240 --> 00:24:01,950
yeah you know what's interesting is and

611
00:24:09,289 --> 00:24:05,250
I'm not talking in a simplistic form but

612
00:24:11,450 --> 00:24:09,299
this this is a marathon it's not a

613
00:24:13,789 --> 00:24:11,460
sprint and it like goes back to the old

614
00:24:16,759 --> 00:24:13,799
ESOP fable right The Tortoise and the

615
00:24:20,060 --> 00:24:16,769
hare and if you're looking for shortcuts

616
00:24:22,340 --> 00:24:20,070
in life you may taste them from time to

617
00:24:25,700 --> 00:24:22,350
time but the real satisfaction comes

618
00:24:27,289 --> 00:24:25,710
from real work and in the end you get

619
00:24:27,750 --> 00:24:27,299
all of those rewards that you were

620
00:24:30,750 --> 00:24:27,760
trying

621
00:24:33,540 --> 00:24:30,760
get or you thought were important to you

622
00:24:34,920 --> 00:24:33,550
in those shortcuts and that's really the

623
00:24:37,640 --> 00:24:34,930
bottom line isn't it Laura

624
00:24:40,920 --> 00:24:37,650
totally yeah and it's also knowing that

625
00:24:43,140 --> 00:24:40,930
sometimes there's a lot of you know fear

626
00:24:44,670 --> 00:24:43,150
more the fear of the anticipation of

627
00:24:47,130 --> 00:24:44,680
what's gonna happen when I take a leap

628
00:24:49,110 --> 00:24:47,140
versus you know how it actually feels

629
00:24:50,430 --> 00:24:49,120
once you do kind of like should I jump

630
00:24:52,620 --> 00:24:50,440
out of the airplane is my parachute can

631
00:24:53,880 --> 00:24:52,630
open it feels like a huge risk to just

632
00:24:55,920 --> 00:24:53,890
surrender to the self and say I'm gonna

633
00:24:57,030 --> 00:24:55,930
be true to myself I'm gonna be the best

634
00:25:00,060 --> 00:24:57,040
that I can be because I think deep down

635
00:25:04,560 --> 00:25:00,070
we really are good people I think we all

636
00:25:07,280 --> 00:25:04,570
want you know love we love the earth we

637
00:25:09,240 --> 00:25:07,290
appreciate you know all these things and

638
00:25:11,610 --> 00:25:09,250
we've been taught to think you know

639
00:25:13,470 --> 00:25:11,620
otherwise and people really fear a

640
00:25:15,750 --> 00:25:13,480
rejection they fear being the oddball

641
00:25:17,160 --> 00:25:15,760
out right or the ramifications of going

642
00:25:19,770 --> 00:25:17,170
against the program they even are

643
00:25:21,510 --> 00:25:19,780
concerned about being targeted or you

644
00:25:23,160 --> 00:25:21,520
know what happens if I do this and the

645
00:25:24,840 --> 00:25:23,170
thing is we're only going back into our

646
00:25:26,460 --> 00:25:24,850
natural habitat it's so much more

647
00:25:28,820 --> 00:25:26,470
comfortable and natural than that we can

648
00:25:31,110 --> 00:25:28,830
imagine that we've been taught to

649
00:25:32,550 --> 00:25:31,120
disassociate so much from ourselves that

650
00:25:35,450 --> 00:25:32,560
we have all these other things that

651
00:25:37,770 --> 00:25:35,460
create these false identities or

652
00:25:40,580 --> 00:25:37,780
subpersonalities and when we surrender

653
00:25:42,900 --> 00:25:40,590
to like releasing them from ourselves

654
00:25:45,480 --> 00:25:42,910
and people start to leave our lives you

655
00:25:48,150 --> 00:25:45,490
know people tend to freak out like they

656
00:25:50,280 --> 00:25:48,160
fear the isolation they fear you know

657
00:25:51,570 --> 00:25:50,290
those periods of loneliness as they

658
00:25:54,540 --> 00:25:51,580
transition into something much better

659
00:25:57,000 --> 00:25:54,550
but the thing is it's not a requirement

660
00:25:58,860 --> 00:25:57,010
to be perfect it's just it's not about

661
00:26:01,500 --> 00:25:58,870
that like you have to be a perfect saint

662
00:26:03,570 --> 00:26:01,510
or angel it's just be the best you that

663
00:26:05,070 --> 00:26:03,580
you can be and then you won't feel so

664
00:26:07,170 --> 00:26:05,080
alone when you're going through you know

665
00:26:08,880 --> 00:26:07,180
the struggle to just get there because

666
00:26:10,830 --> 00:26:08,890
the thing is you won't be creating a

667
00:26:13,080 --> 00:26:10,840
backlash because you're upsetting people

668
00:26:15,540 --> 00:26:13,090
or hurting people or you're allowing

669
00:26:16,650 --> 00:26:15,550
somebody to steal and Rob energy for me

670
00:26:18,420 --> 00:26:16,660
like people who stay stuck with

671
00:26:21,690 --> 00:26:18,430
narcissists or you know toxic

672
00:26:23,700 --> 00:26:21,700
relationships right there and in your

673
00:26:24,930 --> 00:26:23,710
power and you lose people it's like let

674
00:26:27,660 --> 00:26:24,940
me jump in we got to take a break right

675
00:26:30,540 --> 00:26:27,670
here Laura if I keep letting you go I've

676
00:26:33,660 --> 00:26:30,550
got no commercials tonight our guest

677
00:26:34,350 --> 00:26:33,670
tonight Laura Eisenhower I feel better

678
00:26:37,410 --> 00:26:34,360
already

679
00:26:39,980 --> 00:26:37,420
Laura's and ours with us stayed to black

680
00:26:42,200 --> 00:26:39,990
and the GameChanger network and kgr

681
00:26:45,460 --> 00:26:42,210
the planet will be right back more Laura

682
00:26:49,040 --> 00:26:45,470
but after this short break stay with us

683
00:26:51,049 --> 00:26:49,050
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684
00:26:54,049 --> 00:26:51,059
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685
00:26:56,690 --> 00:26:54,059
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686
00:26:59,120 --> 00:26:56,700
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687
00:27:02,570 --> 00:26:59,130
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688
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689
00:27:09,230 --> 00:27:06,929
free welcome back fade to black I am

690
00:27:13,100 --> 00:27:09,240
your host Amy Church I just posted up I

691
00:27:16,940 --> 00:27:13,110
had to do this this is Jose

692
00:27:18,650 --> 00:27:16,950
he's amazing everybody knows Jose I just

693
00:27:20,000 --> 00:27:18,660
posted a picture up he just looked so

694
00:27:24,860 --> 00:27:20,010
good I had to take it during the break

695
00:27:29,360 --> 00:27:24,870
and Jose came from he was gifted to me

696
00:27:32,299 --> 00:27:29,370
from Lisa Frith who got Jose from

697
00:27:33,799 --> 00:27:32,309
Carolyn Ford Carolyn is the best and

698
00:27:38,870 --> 00:27:33,809
people ask me all the time where do you

699
00:27:40,970 --> 00:27:38,880
know where'd you get Jose and Jose from

700
00:27:44,510 --> 00:27:40,980
Carolyn Ford and the links are right

701
00:27:47,510 --> 00:27:44,520
there at in Twitter and if you want your

702
00:27:49,010 --> 00:27:47,520
very own crystal skull like Jose just go

703
00:27:51,169 --> 00:27:49,020
to Carolyn for the links are right there

704
00:27:53,330 --> 00:27:51,179
now our guest tonight is Laura

705
00:27:56,180 --> 00:27:53,340
Eisenhower and Laura you're going to be

706
00:27:59,419 --> 00:27:56,190
speaking at our very own soul tech

707
00:28:02,600 --> 00:27:59,429
conference over the July 4th weekend in

708
00:28:05,710 --> 00:28:02,610
Loveland Colorado and are you excited

709
00:28:08,840 --> 00:28:05,720
about that absolutely very excited the

710
00:28:13,070 --> 00:28:08,850
the opportunity to teach you are a

711
00:28:14,330 --> 00:28:13,080
teacher and we have you know chosen you

712
00:28:16,970 --> 00:28:14,340
know the best and the brightest out

713
00:28:19,790 --> 00:28:16,980
there who teach but that's that's your

714
00:28:21,830 --> 00:28:19,800
life's path it's what you do I want to

715
00:28:23,330 --> 00:28:21,840
ask you a very personal question we're

716
00:28:25,850 --> 00:28:23,340
talking about the right and wrong the

717
00:28:28,310 --> 00:28:25,860
positive and negative I think all of us

718
00:28:30,650 --> 00:28:28,320
get a rude awakening and have that

719
00:28:33,770 --> 00:28:30,660
epiphany at some point in our life where

720
00:28:37,010 --> 00:28:33,780
you just took the wrong path one too

721
00:28:39,710 --> 00:28:37,020
many times and you get caught I want you

722
00:28:42,860 --> 00:28:39,720
to look back what was what was that

723
00:28:46,370 --> 00:28:42,870
life-changing moment when you just knew

724
00:28:48,470 --> 00:28:46,380
that you were tired of taking the

725
00:28:51,140 --> 00:28:48,480
negative path what happened do you

726
00:28:55,070 --> 00:28:51,150
remember that moment oh man

727
00:28:58,700 --> 00:28:55,080
what a question uh I mean I think it it

728
00:29:01,490 --> 00:28:58,710
has happened a number of times I

729
00:29:02,960 --> 00:29:01,500
remember in my teenage years you know I

730
00:29:05,450 --> 00:29:02,970
don't want to put it down to oh because

731
00:29:08,030 --> 00:29:05,460
my Astro sign is this but relationships

732
00:29:10,280 --> 00:29:08,040
have always been a really big deal to me

733
00:29:13,130 --> 00:29:10,290
ever since you know my first

734
00:29:15,950 --> 00:29:13,140
relationship I've always just had this

735
00:29:17,390 --> 00:29:15,960
idea of sacred union and knowing that

736
00:29:19,640 --> 00:29:17,400
this was really important for the planet

737
00:29:21,380 --> 00:29:19,650
and I was writing about it it was like

738
00:29:23,120 --> 00:29:21,390
my whole world so when those

739
00:29:24,500 --> 00:29:23,130
relationships didn't work out instead of

740
00:29:27,080 --> 00:29:24,510
sort of seeing the larger picture I let

741
00:29:28,370 --> 00:29:27,090
myself get like really crushed and it

742
00:29:31,190 --> 00:29:28,380
wasn't so much about the person it was

743
00:29:32,990 --> 00:29:31,200
just sort of the concept and just really

744
00:29:35,600 --> 00:29:33,000
seeing how difficult that's to that is

745
00:29:37,340 --> 00:29:35,610
to attain and how much you know most

746
00:29:38,960 --> 00:29:37,350
don't really care about that it's the

747
00:29:40,820 --> 00:29:38,970
program or whatever I know I say the

748
00:29:42,950 --> 00:29:40,830
word program a lot but what we're taught

749
00:29:45,710 --> 00:29:42,960
is to not really care about it

750
00:29:47,720 --> 00:29:45,720
especially in our younger years it's

751
00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:47,730
just kind of like a nightmare so I would

752
00:29:52,700 --> 00:29:50,090
say that I started to go into some

753
00:29:54,470 --> 00:29:52,710
really you know dark places some other

754
00:29:56,240 --> 00:29:54,480
places it took me I'm kind of proud of

755
00:29:57,710 --> 00:29:56,250
like I stopped you know going to school

756
00:30:00,400 --> 00:29:57,720
I had the worst attendance I'm like yeah

757
00:30:04,900 --> 00:30:00,410
cuz school is kind of stupid but um I

758
00:30:07,070 --> 00:30:04,910
mean not all of it is but I respect now

759
00:30:09,560 --> 00:30:07,080
knowing what I know now about some of

760
00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:09,570
the BS that you know we're that's pushed

761
00:30:13,400 --> 00:30:11,010
upon us in the school systems it's like

762
00:30:16,790 --> 00:30:13,410
well that wasn't you know a totally dark

763
00:30:18,140 --> 00:30:16,800
or negative thing um I mean not to go

764
00:30:19,160 --> 00:30:18,150
into maybe the details of the story

765
00:30:24,650 --> 00:30:19,170
there's been plenty of times that I've

766
00:30:27,310 --> 00:30:24,660
hit my head against a wall and are you

767
00:30:29,660 --> 00:30:27,320
saying literally like stop caring about

768
00:30:33,950 --> 00:30:29,670
the human part but not the spiritual

769
00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:33,960
part and why again why is it so easy to

770
00:30:41,150 --> 00:30:37,050
do you know when you know I mean you

771
00:30:43,790 --> 00:30:41,160
know it's the wrong thing is it that we

772
00:30:47,570 --> 00:30:43,800
just don't care in the moment well I I

773
00:30:49,040 --> 00:30:47,580
kind of right or wrong I mean it sort of

774
00:30:51,110 --> 00:30:49,050
depends on the person I I know that

775
00:30:53,900 --> 00:30:51,120
there's a lot of people it's you know

776
00:30:55,460 --> 00:30:53,910
one or the other and and there's a major

777
00:30:59,330 --> 00:30:55,470
distinction I'm not saying I'm immune

778
00:31:01,280 --> 00:30:59,340
from it at all but it's sort of like

779
00:31:02,990 --> 00:31:01,290
it's hard to know what it means

780
00:31:04,250 --> 00:31:03,000
sometimes when the wrong can take us

781
00:31:05,510 --> 00:31:04,260
into a greater right

782
00:31:06,740 --> 00:31:05,520
if we're willing to go through the

783
00:31:08,720 --> 00:31:06,750
underworld if we're willing to go

784
00:31:09,440 --> 00:31:08,730
through the transformation and come out

785
00:31:11,539 --> 00:31:09,450
the other end

786
00:31:13,789 --> 00:31:11,549
wiser and better than before then that

787
00:31:15,500 --> 00:31:13,799
wrong can actually serve us but yes in

788
00:31:17,360 --> 00:31:15,510
that moment why would I put myself in

789
00:31:18,680 --> 00:31:17,370
the situation where I have to you know

790
00:31:22,220 --> 00:31:18,690
go through all this just to get myself

791
00:31:24,380 --> 00:31:22,230
back and then you know I just decided

792
00:31:26,539 --> 00:31:24,390
well instead of being in the sensation

793
00:31:28,250 --> 00:31:26,549
of it which can sometimes end up feeling

794
00:31:31,190 --> 00:31:28,260
like guilts and just pain and just

795
00:31:32,690 --> 00:31:31,200
misery I'm like well what is it trying

796
00:31:35,360 --> 00:31:32,700
to say to me and it really opened me up

797
00:31:37,460 --> 00:31:35,370
to the greater work that I do I didn't

798
00:31:38,960 --> 00:31:37,470
like what I'm seeing around me the way

799
00:31:41,060 --> 00:31:38,970
people were treating each other I felt

800
00:31:43,039 --> 00:31:41,070
just so cut off and just so you know

801
00:31:44,630 --> 00:31:43,049
frustrated that I took it out of myself

802
00:31:46,310 --> 00:31:44,640
so the wrong thing was I became pretty

803
00:31:47,600 --> 00:31:46,320
self-destructive I didn't want to hurt

804
00:31:48,799 --> 00:31:47,610
anybody else but I ended up kind of

805
00:31:50,720 --> 00:31:48,809
hurting myself because I was just like

806
00:31:54,049 --> 00:31:50,730
what am I doing here mm-hmm

807
00:31:55,940 --> 00:31:54,059
and so I just um just poured it into you

808
00:31:57,110 --> 00:31:55,950
know the research that I do the books

809
00:31:58,970 --> 00:31:57,120
that I've been working on if I ever

810
00:32:00,470 --> 00:31:58,980
freaking finish them even starting at a

811
00:32:03,020 --> 00:32:00,480
young age I was talking about this you

812
00:32:05,030 --> 00:32:03,030
know the photon belt and you know

813
00:32:06,860 --> 00:32:05,040
ascension energies and people like what

814
00:32:09,200 --> 00:32:06,870
it wasn't anything that anybody talked

815
00:32:12,110 --> 00:32:09,210
about and then I was like definitely

816
00:32:13,610 --> 00:32:12,120
projected upon and I think the wrong

817
00:32:15,740 --> 00:32:13,620
thing was to believe in those stigmas

818
00:32:17,240 --> 00:32:15,750
and I didn't really let it get to me I

819
00:32:18,610 --> 00:32:17,250
just decided to kind of go off and

820
00:32:20,419 --> 00:32:18,620
disappear but I would say

821
00:32:22,720 --> 00:32:20,429
self-destructive tendencies that have

822
00:32:26,210 --> 00:32:22,730
been hard and yes I've made mistakes

823
00:32:27,590 --> 00:32:26,220
where I did not want to tell a person

824
00:32:29,510 --> 00:32:27,600
how I really [\h__\h] I was so afraid of

825
00:32:30,830 --> 00:32:29,520
hurting their feelings that I realized

826
00:32:32,299 --> 00:32:30,840
because kind of going back to what we

827
00:32:34,640 --> 00:32:32,309
talked about you just gotta say it like

828
00:32:36,830 --> 00:32:34,650
it is and I think the reason we choose

829
00:32:38,480 --> 00:32:36,840
the wrong things sometimes is we're may

830
00:32:43,669 --> 00:32:38,490
be afraid of punishment we're afraid of

831
00:32:44,720 --> 00:32:43,679
the ramifications if we don't speak up

832
00:32:47,030 --> 00:32:44,730
but then we do the wrong things

833
00:32:48,830 --> 00:32:47,040
sometimes that could actually you know

834
00:32:50,570 --> 00:32:48,840
provoke that or cause that you know

835
00:32:52,909 --> 00:32:50,580
where you're lucky if you don't get

836
00:32:54,440 --> 00:32:52,919
caught I mean I wouldn't say I've been

837
00:32:59,180 --> 00:32:54,450
the most law-abiding citizen I

838
00:33:01,730 --> 00:32:59,190
definitely yeah I've landed myself in

839
00:33:03,919 --> 00:33:01,740
quite a bit of trouble but I always felt

840
00:33:05,900 --> 00:33:03,929
like okay I've learned my lesson but

841
00:33:07,280 --> 00:33:05,910
what is the real reality here like am I

842
00:33:08,570 --> 00:33:07,290
trying to answer to the system and do

843
00:33:10,669 --> 00:33:08,580
what's right or am I trying to be true

844
00:33:12,110 --> 00:33:10,679
to myself like like where does this all

845
00:33:15,020 --> 00:33:12,120
like really apply so I've always been

846
00:33:17,600 --> 00:33:15,030
sort of lost in the the you know rights

847
00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:17,610
or wrongs of being like human and then

848
00:33:22,970 --> 00:33:20,130
I sort of translated it into what is the

849
00:33:25,730 --> 00:33:22,980
right or wrong in terms of myself where

850
00:33:27,500 --> 00:33:25,740
I might be just with somebody just

851
00:33:29,390 --> 00:33:27,510
because I'm afraid of hurting their

852
00:33:30,680 --> 00:33:29,400
feelings or I'm choosing to be

853
00:33:32,390 --> 00:33:30,690
destructive because I'm really upset at

854
00:33:34,340 --> 00:33:32,400
something outside of me and I'm taking

855
00:33:35,420 --> 00:33:34,350
on the blame and the guilt some people

856
00:33:37,730 --> 00:33:35,430
go the opposite route and they blame

857
00:33:39,650 --> 00:33:37,740
everybody and you know it's everybody

858
00:33:41,990 --> 00:33:39,660
else's fault I tend to be the opposite

859
00:33:43,130 --> 00:33:42,000
and and I got to find the middle road

860
00:33:44,570 --> 00:33:43,140
like I'm a Libra it's like trying to

861
00:33:47,840 --> 00:33:44,580
find the balance so I think um it really

862
00:33:49,580 --> 00:33:47,850
depends like what the experience is what

863
00:33:52,100 --> 00:33:49,590
our perspective is where our intention

864
00:33:54,050 --> 00:33:52,110
was and you know if we're really out to

865
00:33:56,210 --> 00:33:54,060
wrong people and we're hurting others

866
00:33:57,980 --> 00:33:56,220
that's a wrong that I've never really

867
00:34:00,200 --> 00:33:57,990
had a problem with but no I've made

868
00:34:02,330 --> 00:34:00,210
mistakes of course I've been willing to

869
00:34:05,150 --> 00:34:02,340
correct those mistakes and apologize if

870
00:34:05,630 --> 00:34:05,160
I didn't have the the sense about me at

871
00:34:08,090 --> 00:34:05,640
the time

872
00:34:10,250 --> 00:34:08,100
but I think my personal struggle has

873
00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:10,260
been where am i wronged me and that's

874
00:34:14,180 --> 00:34:11,850
been the greatest lesson of my life is

875
00:34:16,580 --> 00:34:14,190
to give myself more respect and

876
00:34:19,490 --> 00:34:16,590
self-love and take you know better care

877
00:34:21,920 --> 00:34:19,500
of myself when I'm feeling just really

878
00:34:23,810 --> 00:34:21,930
like overwhelmed by the darkness in the

879
00:34:25,070 --> 00:34:23,820
world you know feeling it so much and

880
00:34:26,540 --> 00:34:25,080
just feeling the weight of it you know

881
00:34:28,430 --> 00:34:26,550
starting from a really young age just

882
00:34:29,780 --> 00:34:28,440
what do I do with this how do I handle

883
00:34:31,820 --> 00:34:29,790
it there's no like-minded people and

884
00:34:35,080 --> 00:34:31,830
then you know boom here we are like

885
00:34:37,010 --> 00:34:35,090
social media I'm on Jimmy Church and

886
00:34:38,900 --> 00:34:37,020
communities everywhere like-minded

887
00:34:40,640 --> 00:34:38,910
people are everywhere so yeah I'm kind

888
00:34:42,410 --> 00:34:40,650
of catching up with those old patterns

889
00:34:43,730 --> 00:34:42,420
of oh my gosh you know you can breathe

890
00:34:45,890 --> 00:34:43,740
now it's like there's love there's

891
00:34:48,110 --> 00:34:45,900
support there's there's real good people

892
00:34:49,910 --> 00:34:48,120
you know and it's not that we're perfect

893
00:34:51,560 --> 00:34:49,920
it's just you know as long as we all

894
00:34:52,940 --> 00:34:51,570
have a heart and we're doing our best I

895
00:34:54,800 --> 00:34:52,950
mean I couldn't have asked for more so

896
00:34:55,550 --> 00:34:54,810
I'm so grateful and I just remind myself

897
00:34:57,590 --> 00:34:55,560
all the time

898
00:35:00,470 --> 00:34:57,600
and I do go back in the past I have my

899
00:35:02,330 --> 00:35:00,480
regrets and I know that's not maybe the

900
00:35:04,700 --> 00:35:02,340
best use of my time but I would rather

901
00:35:07,370 --> 00:35:04,710
struggle with regret than be oblivious

902
00:35:09,620 --> 00:35:07,380
and in denial that I've ever screwed up

903
00:35:12,080 --> 00:35:09,630
that that's exactly the point and you

904
00:35:14,030 --> 00:35:12,090
bring up the system you know and

905
00:35:17,560 --> 00:35:14,040
worrying about conforming inside of the

906
00:35:22,160 --> 00:35:17,570
system and how some of us can you know

907
00:35:24,950 --> 00:35:22,170
live in that fear well ultimately if you

908
00:35:27,320 --> 00:35:24,960
are working on yourself and doing the

909
00:35:30,140 --> 00:35:27,330
right things the system doesn't even

910
00:35:31,250 --> 00:35:30,150
matter right it shouldn't even come into

911
00:35:34,070 --> 00:35:31,260
play if

912
00:35:36,230 --> 00:35:34,080
you are doing the right things inside of

913
00:35:37,790 --> 00:35:36,240
yourself the system is something that

914
00:35:40,430 --> 00:35:37,800
shouldn't even pop in your mind right

915
00:35:41,860 --> 00:35:40,440
yeah I don't feel like it's us against

916
00:35:47,840 --> 00:35:41,870
them all the time I mean I know there's

917
00:35:50,690 --> 00:35:47,850
the sort of mafia dark cabal or the 1%

918
00:35:52,030 --> 00:35:50,700
or the thing that is creating a lot of

919
00:35:54,830 --> 00:35:52,040
the havoc that we see on this earth

920
00:35:57,500 --> 00:35:54,840
disease and war and all that but when we

921
00:35:59,960 --> 00:35:57,510
look at just general society I see a lot

922
00:36:01,580 --> 00:35:59,970
of goodness in in people and I know that

923
00:36:02,780 --> 00:36:01,590
there's some dark and everything and

924
00:36:04,670 --> 00:36:02,790
there's some that are compromised that

925
00:36:07,310 --> 00:36:04,680
are working for the dark side but when I

926
00:36:09,470 --> 00:36:07,320
find myself in sticky situations I don't

927
00:36:11,540 --> 00:36:09,480
feel like a victim to it and I don't

928
00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:11,550
feel like I'm better than it I'd like to

929
00:36:17,270 --> 00:36:13,890
just connect with those that are around

930
00:36:18,560 --> 00:36:17,280
me on a sort of soul like level as best

931
00:36:20,780 --> 00:36:18,570
as I can if they're willing to go there

932
00:36:22,850 --> 00:36:20,790
you know I can laugh with a cop you know

933
00:36:25,130 --> 00:36:22,860
I can hang with pretty much any walk of

934
00:36:27,350 --> 00:36:25,140
life if we could just get down to that

935
00:36:29,150 --> 00:36:27,360
level now if it comes down to something

936
00:36:30,890 --> 00:36:29,160
in reality playing out like a parking

937
00:36:32,630 --> 00:36:30,900
ticket or something worse or you know

938
00:36:35,240 --> 00:36:32,640
some sort of trespassing thing or you

939
00:36:38,300 --> 00:36:35,250
know God knows you know in the past of

940
00:36:39,710 --> 00:36:38,310
substances were involved I mean it's

941
00:36:42,110 --> 00:36:39,720
it's really just about how you approach

942
00:36:43,910 --> 00:36:42,120
the situation like I'm not angry at the

943
00:36:45,560 --> 00:36:43,920
system I don't like the things that are

944
00:36:47,270 --> 00:36:45,570
operating it I don't like the dark

945
00:36:49,340 --> 00:36:47,280
agendas I don't like you know the hidden

946
00:36:52,160 --> 00:36:49,350
elements that are really hard for people

947
00:36:53,930 --> 00:36:52,170
to swallow that are hiding and kind of

948
00:36:55,880 --> 00:36:53,940
pulling the strings a bit and creating a

949
00:36:57,350 --> 00:36:55,890
lot of false Flags or propaganda that

950
00:37:00,020 --> 00:36:57,360
you know controls people's minds and the

951
00:37:01,700 --> 00:37:00,030
way that they think but my way of

952
00:37:03,200 --> 00:37:01,710
beating the system is to not look at the

953
00:37:04,550 --> 00:37:03,210
programming's and the people I mean not

954
00:37:06,020 --> 00:37:04,560
holding them accountable to those

955
00:37:07,250 --> 00:37:06,030
programming's and treating them like oh

956
00:37:09,770 --> 00:37:07,260
you're just a sheep well you don't know

957
00:37:11,030 --> 00:37:09,780
anything and you're asleep I yes I've

958
00:37:13,280 --> 00:37:11,040
gone into those zones where I get

959
00:37:14,990 --> 00:37:13,290
frustrated but I notice you know when I

960
00:37:16,190 --> 00:37:15,000
meet a person that person cares about

961
00:37:17,900 --> 00:37:16,200
their family they're a beautiful person

962
00:37:18,950 --> 00:37:17,910
they're trying to figure it out too you

963
00:37:21,110 --> 00:37:18,960
know and there's a lot of disinformation

964
00:37:23,060 --> 00:37:21,120
as well and there's we all could handle

965
00:37:25,010 --> 00:37:23,070
what we can handle wherever we are in

966
00:37:26,270 --> 00:37:25,020
our life but if you know you're in front

967
00:37:27,920 --> 00:37:26,280
of you know somebody who's doing their

968
00:37:28,880 --> 00:37:27,930
job and they care about what they're

969
00:37:31,220 --> 00:37:28,890
doing and they're in it for the right

970
00:37:32,990 --> 00:37:31,230
reasons it's very easy to feel love and

971
00:37:35,270 --> 00:37:33,000
connection no matter where we're at and

972
00:37:38,360 --> 00:37:35,280
and when we can hold that it weeds out

973
00:37:40,250 --> 00:37:38,370
the ones that are really maybe you know

974
00:37:41,660 --> 00:37:40,260
dark and and if anybody's going to have

975
00:37:43,340 --> 00:37:41,670
the ramifications in the end it's them

976
00:37:44,640 --> 00:37:43,350
not the ones that are holding love and

977
00:37:45,810 --> 00:37:44,650
good intentions in there

978
00:37:47,190 --> 00:37:45,820
that are just trying to figure it out

979
00:37:49,110 --> 00:37:47,200
and that's why I haven't gotten into

980
00:37:50,160 --> 00:37:49,120
that much trouble in life or nothing I

981
00:37:51,240 --> 00:37:50,170
haven't been able to get out of it I

982
00:37:55,410 --> 00:37:51,250
probably wouldn't be sitting here today

983
00:37:57,600 --> 00:37:55,420
I just I take that approach I feel I

984
00:38:00,720 --> 00:37:57,610
don't feel better I don't feel lesser

985
00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:00,730
then but I struggle with you know states

986
00:38:04,110 --> 00:38:02,290
and minds here and there like anybody

987
00:38:06,000 --> 00:38:04,120
you know where you know you're not

988
00:38:08,820 --> 00:38:06,010
feeling it your best but when it comes

989
00:38:11,580 --> 00:38:08,830
down to it um I see the love and spirit

990
00:38:13,920 --> 00:38:11,590
shine through whatever we call the

991
00:38:16,410 --> 00:38:13,930
system or Society and I think if we can

992
00:38:18,000 --> 00:38:16,420
just notice that and empower that then

993
00:38:19,650 --> 00:38:18,010
we'll start to collapse the matrix and

994
00:38:21,420 --> 00:38:19,660
start to dismantle these dark

995
00:38:23,730 --> 00:38:21,430
technologies that are trying to control

996
00:38:27,360 --> 00:38:23,740
the narrative and compromise people even

997
00:38:28,770 --> 00:38:27,370
further you know when we see some of the

998
00:38:30,570 --> 00:38:28,780
potential future scenarios that could

999
00:38:32,730 --> 00:38:30,580
play out I think if we all choose to

1000
00:38:35,330 --> 00:38:32,740
just see the good in one another and

1001
00:38:38,160 --> 00:38:35,340
encourage the best out of each other

1002
00:38:40,590 --> 00:38:38,170
it's going to resolve everything and

1003
00:38:42,030 --> 00:38:40,600
overcome all of this and you know I used

1004
00:38:43,620 --> 00:38:42,040
to kind of wear a hoodie in the grocery

1005
00:38:45,600 --> 00:38:43,630
store like I don't know if I can go

1006
00:38:48,120 --> 00:38:45,610
shopping just cuz I'm sensitive it's not

1007
00:38:49,770 --> 00:38:48,130
because I have an aversion to the world

1008
00:38:52,080 --> 00:38:49,780
I mean sometimes I do but I'm like

1009
00:38:54,750 --> 00:38:52,090
anybody we have our days and when I just

1010
00:38:56,190 --> 00:38:54,760
feel an openness it's like the

1011
00:38:58,110 --> 00:38:56,200
synchronicities are amazing just the

1012
00:39:00,480 --> 00:38:58,120
small exchanges you know one can have

1013
00:39:02,610 --> 00:39:00,490
and just feeling like wow I'm not just

1014
00:39:04,620 --> 00:39:02,620
you know trying to leave my sacred space

1015
00:39:06,150 --> 00:39:04,630
and figure out how to just do simple

1016
00:39:06,750 --> 00:39:06,160
human things which you just kind of

1017
00:39:10,830 --> 00:39:06,760
freak me out

1018
00:39:13,820 --> 00:39:10,840
now I feel a lot more comfortable well

1019
00:39:17,580 --> 00:39:13,830
let me well let me ask you this we all

1020
00:39:21,480 --> 00:39:17,590
all of us yourself included right we can

1021
00:39:24,270 --> 00:39:21,490
identify the negative people that are

1022
00:39:28,530 --> 00:39:24,280
around us well and we know who they are

1023
00:39:32,430 --> 00:39:28,540
and when you have somebody that you know

1024
00:39:35,970 --> 00:39:32,440
I need some help or could probably use

1025
00:39:38,400 --> 00:39:35,980
some advice do you approach that

1026
00:39:41,040 --> 00:39:38,410
negative person to speak to them or is

1027
00:39:43,490 --> 00:39:41,050
it easier just to avoid it and let them

1028
00:39:46,380 --> 00:39:43,500
continue going down the negative path

1029
00:39:48,390 --> 00:39:46,390
what do we do yeah well that's a good

1030
00:39:51,150 --> 00:39:48,400
question I like to make myself available

1031
00:39:53,010 --> 00:39:51,160
as a resource I want people to feel safe

1032
00:39:55,320 --> 00:39:53,020
to come to me but I don't want to be

1033
00:39:56,640 --> 00:39:55,330
pushy and be like oh you know I don't

1034
00:39:58,140 --> 00:39:56,650
want to be invasive like oh you must

1035
00:39:59,819 --> 00:39:58,150
need some help unless there

1036
00:40:01,140 --> 00:39:59,829
really struggling and it's obvious it's

1037
00:40:02,640 --> 00:40:01,150
like oh hey you know do you want to

1038
00:40:04,859 --> 00:40:02,650
borrow my cell phone you have a flat

1039
00:40:06,420 --> 00:40:04,869
tire or you know how can I you know just

1040
00:40:09,029 --> 00:40:06,430
help you in a troubling situation that

1041
00:40:11,579 --> 00:40:09,039
has more to do with some of the you know

1042
00:40:13,319 --> 00:40:11,589
crazy things that can happen to us in

1043
00:40:15,630 --> 00:40:13,329
this human realm but it was a really

1044
00:40:17,779 --> 00:40:15,640
negative you know depressed person needs

1045
00:40:20,579 --> 00:40:17,789
I mean I'm the kind of person that will

1046
00:40:23,339 --> 00:40:20,589
help those in need like if I see a

1047
00:40:25,440 --> 00:40:23,349
person that is struggling on the streets

1048
00:40:27,480 --> 00:40:25,450
or somebody even who has a go fund me

1049
00:40:29,970 --> 00:40:27,490
act like I do my best if I have enough I

1050
00:40:32,039 --> 00:40:29,980
will I will do you know all that I can

1051
00:40:34,529 --> 00:40:32,049
because that person's already saying hey

1052
00:40:36,569 --> 00:40:34,539
I need help I try not to be too invasive

1053
00:40:39,329 --> 00:40:36,579
but I want to be like a comfortable

1054
00:40:40,650 --> 00:40:39,339
person and and I'm open to the person

1055
00:40:42,240 --> 00:40:40,660
who approaches me now if they approached

1056
00:40:44,339 --> 00:40:42,250
me with attack and negativity and

1057
00:40:45,569 --> 00:40:44,349
they're acting out and they aren't able

1058
00:40:48,000 --> 00:40:45,579
to handle what they're struggling with

1059
00:40:50,250 --> 00:40:48,010
and it turns into a behavior pattern

1060
00:40:51,839 --> 00:40:50,260
that I find completely inappropriate

1061
00:40:53,130 --> 00:40:51,849
then I have my boundary because it's

1062
00:40:54,569 --> 00:40:53,140
really on them it's like if you need

1063
00:40:56,880 --> 00:40:54,579
help you got to figure out how to create

1064
00:41:00,120 --> 00:40:56,890
the right approach you got a you know

1065
00:41:02,160 --> 00:41:00,130
come from you know a place of safety and

1066
00:41:04,620 --> 00:41:02,170
respect and if that's the case

1067
00:41:06,569 --> 00:41:04,630
absolutely but I'm not going to put

1068
00:41:10,769 --> 00:41:06,579
myself in harm's way even if that person

1069
00:41:13,799 --> 00:41:10,779
struggling you know maybe I'll plant a

1070
00:41:16,829 --> 00:41:13,809
little seed leave a little business card

1071
00:41:18,660 --> 00:41:16,839
like kind of bulletin board I don't know

1072
00:41:21,180 --> 00:41:18,670
at this point but you know I used to put

1073
00:41:23,700 --> 00:41:21,190
my services to do readings you know in

1074
00:41:25,559 --> 00:41:23,710
places that people could find so I guess

1075
00:41:28,799 --> 00:41:25,569
to make a quick point even though I'm

1076
00:41:30,839 --> 00:41:28,809
not very quick I like to be a resource

1077
00:41:32,430 --> 00:41:30,849
and if I see somebody struggling that's

1078
00:41:35,039 --> 00:41:32,440
afraid to ask and I can just you know

1079
00:41:37,319 --> 00:41:35,049
tell the in great need I'll do all that

1080
00:41:38,640 --> 00:41:37,329
I can if somebody's willing to say hey I

1081
00:41:42,059 --> 00:41:38,650
need help and I'm able to do it I

1082
00:41:44,089 --> 00:41:42,069
absolutely will but the acting out and

1083
00:41:49,140 --> 00:41:44,099
the inability to face it and look at it

1084
00:41:51,420 --> 00:41:49,150
in a way that you know is healthy you

1085
00:41:53,700 --> 00:41:51,430
know III would avoid that just because I

1086
00:41:57,470 --> 00:41:53,710
have put myself in that situation before

1087
00:42:00,000 --> 00:41:57,480
and and didn't end up coming out the

1088
00:42:01,349 --> 00:42:00,010
situation in a very good way you know

1089
00:42:03,150 --> 00:42:01,359
putting myself in harm's way is

1090
00:42:04,650 --> 00:42:03,160
something I just won't do and if I have

1091
00:42:07,769 --> 00:42:04,660
to defend myself I will kick some you

1092
00:42:10,289 --> 00:42:07,779
know what do you ever I want to make a

1093
00:42:11,579 --> 00:42:10,299
one quick comment one one thing that I

1094
00:42:14,009 --> 00:42:11,589
enjoy about too

1095
00:42:17,880 --> 00:42:14,019
is when you speak publicly and you're

1096
00:42:20,219 --> 00:42:17,890
done speaking and you walk out of the

1097
00:42:23,549 --> 00:42:20,229
conference room or hall or whatever you

1098
00:42:26,759 --> 00:42:23,559
have people following you right I mean

1099
00:42:31,950 --> 00:42:26,769
physically like this this thing and you

1100
00:42:32,670 --> 00:42:31,960
attract this this positive vibe do you

1101
00:42:35,999 --> 00:42:32,680
notice that

1102
00:42:38,789 --> 00:42:36,009
do you notice when you wait you know

1103
00:42:40,589 --> 00:42:38,799
what I mean do you pick up on that it's

1104
00:42:41,969 --> 00:42:40,599
something I don't notice in the moment

1105
00:42:43,799 --> 00:42:41,979
I'm more concerned like oh my god I hope

1106
00:42:45,630 --> 00:42:43,809
I got to you know answer everybody's

1107
00:42:50,400 --> 00:42:45,640
questions and like gave everybody a hug

1108
00:42:51,569 --> 00:42:50,410
and because I say like oh I hope I

1109
00:42:53,130 --> 00:42:51,579
didn't get misunderstood I hope I didn't

1110
00:42:54,989 --> 00:42:53,140
say the wrong thing or hope that person

1111
00:42:57,180 --> 00:42:54,999
didn't feel like I brushed them off

1112
00:42:58,950 --> 00:42:57,190
because I had to go over here instead of

1113
00:43:01,469 --> 00:42:58,960
being like oh my gosh you know people

1114
00:43:03,870 --> 00:43:01,479
are gathering around to you know maybe

1115
00:43:05,789 --> 00:43:03,880
give me some love and appreciation it's

1116
00:43:07,079 --> 00:43:05,799
just kind of the way my mind is you know

1117
00:43:08,279 --> 00:43:07,089
I could I could get like a standing

1118
00:43:10,200 --> 00:43:08,289
ovation I'll still be sitting there at

1119
00:43:11,160 --> 00:43:10,210
this slide I could have changed this I

1120
00:43:12,630 --> 00:43:11,170
could've done this a little bit better

1121
00:43:14,849 --> 00:43:12,640
but I think it's how I kind of raised

1122
00:43:17,279 --> 00:43:14,859
the bar to become a better person

1123
00:43:19,410 --> 00:43:17,289
I just wish like I could do it a little

1124
00:43:21,539 --> 00:43:19,420
less because it's a little kind of

1125
00:43:23,459 --> 00:43:21,549
productive at times and my poor partner

1126
00:43:26,759 --> 00:43:23,469
is just like probably really sick of me

1127
00:43:28,109 --> 00:43:26,769
like yeah like oh I hope I did this okay

1128
00:43:31,680 --> 00:43:28,119
and I hope I didn't offend that person

1129
00:43:32,849 --> 00:43:31,690
and and and in he sometimes reminds me

1130
00:43:33,900 --> 00:43:32,859
is like you know you got to see all this

1131
00:43:35,309 --> 00:43:33,910
love that you're getting and I wouldn't

1132
00:43:37,170 --> 00:43:35,319
worry about that I'm like just like

1133
00:43:38,700 --> 00:43:37,180
you're reminding me of so no I won't say

1134
00:43:42,450 --> 00:43:38,710
that I register it it's all very very

1135
00:43:45,390 --> 00:43:42,460
surreal um I'm more like I have a

1136
00:43:46,859 --> 00:43:45,400
mission and I want something to take

1137
00:43:48,479 --> 00:43:46,869
place I want to be able to deliver

1138
00:43:50,940 --> 00:43:48,489
something that's gonna help a person

1139
00:43:54,690 --> 00:43:50,950
feel closer to who they are and that's

1140
00:43:58,289 --> 00:43:54,700
number one and the rest of it no I can't

1141
00:44:00,209 --> 00:43:58,299
say I noticed sometimes you know I I do

1142
00:44:02,039 --> 00:44:00,219
but it's usually when I reflect back I'm

1143
00:44:04,019 --> 00:44:02,049
like oh yeah you know actually if you

1144
00:44:04,709 --> 00:44:04,029
can shut your monkey mind up I actually

1145
00:44:10,709 --> 00:44:04,719
went really well

1146
00:44:12,569 --> 00:44:10,719
yeah okay do you ever meet somebody you

1147
00:44:15,089 --> 00:44:12,579
don't know right you don't know this

1148
00:44:19,410 --> 00:44:15,099
person but they'll come up and and shake

1149
00:44:21,569 --> 00:44:19,420
your hand and you you catch the energy

1150
00:44:24,089 --> 00:44:21,579
you know from hand to hand from the

1151
00:44:25,320 --> 00:44:24,099
handshake do you ever pull back and go

1152
00:44:28,050 --> 00:44:25,330
whoa whoa

1153
00:44:29,610 --> 00:44:28,060
you know is there a can you pick up on

1154
00:44:32,790 --> 00:44:29,620
the negative or the positive vibe

1155
00:44:34,710 --> 00:44:32,800
through touch yeah I would say

1156
00:44:38,640 --> 00:44:34,720
definitely definitely I'm a very

1157
00:44:42,360 --> 00:44:38,650
sensitive being sometimes it's hard to

1158
00:44:44,520 --> 00:44:42,370
know you know is it a projection is

1159
00:44:46,080 --> 00:44:44,530
there just a trigger there because it's

1160
00:44:47,310 --> 00:44:46,090
something else or is it really something

1161
00:44:48,720 --> 00:44:47,320
that I'm getting from them so I like to

1162
00:44:50,370 --> 00:44:48,730
give the person a little bit more time

1163
00:44:53,370 --> 00:44:50,380
before I just jump to any conclusion

1164
00:44:55,890 --> 00:44:53,380
right and it usually doesn't take long

1165
00:44:58,230 --> 00:44:55,900
after you spend a little bit some people

1166
00:45:00,510 --> 00:44:58,240
don't get boundaries that that's a tough

1167
00:45:03,170 --> 00:45:00,520
one for me I don't know necessarily how

1168
00:45:05,190 --> 00:45:03,180
to give a person like the blunt

1169
00:45:08,160 --> 00:45:05,200
indication that I need to be left alone

1170
00:45:09,420 --> 00:45:08,170
without feeling and that's and I don't

1171
00:45:11,400 --> 00:45:09,430
know if they're actually being a good

1172
00:45:13,050 --> 00:45:11,410
person or a nice person they're just

1173
00:45:14,700 --> 00:45:13,060
oblivious or they're trying to get in my

1174
00:45:17,130 --> 00:45:14,710
space in a manipulative way and they're

1175
00:45:18,690 --> 00:45:17,140
really out to you know harm Ian because

1176
00:45:20,310 --> 00:45:18,700
there's so much going on it's like

1177
00:45:22,110 --> 00:45:20,320
really hard to just kind of ground into

1178
00:45:24,060 --> 00:45:22,120
what is it that I'm really feeling now

1179
00:45:26,010 --> 00:45:24,070
if I have enough time to you know

1180
00:45:27,690 --> 00:45:26,020
breathe and you know have a little bit

1181
00:45:29,790 --> 00:45:27,700
of downtime before I approach a lot of

1182
00:45:31,590 --> 00:45:29,800
people I would say that it's a lot

1183
00:45:33,630 --> 00:45:31,600
easier to read but if you know there's

1184
00:45:35,700 --> 00:45:33,640
just so many different energies coming

1185
00:45:38,190 --> 00:45:35,710
all at once I have a little bit of a

1186
00:45:40,140 --> 00:45:38,200
harder time and again it usually takes a

1187
00:45:42,240 --> 00:45:40,150
little bit longer to know a person to be

1188
00:45:44,340 --> 00:45:42,250
aware of who they are maybe see them

1189
00:45:46,680 --> 00:45:44,350
more than once and just kind of get the

1190
00:45:47,970 --> 00:45:46,690
general vibe but yeah I mean there's

1191
00:45:49,320 --> 00:45:47,980
some that you can just tell by the look

1192
00:45:50,640 --> 00:45:49,330
in their eyes and you even just looking

1193
00:45:52,500 --> 00:45:50,650
in the audience you can just see the

1194
00:45:55,140 --> 00:45:52,510
vibration of them you know in the

1195
00:45:57,840 --> 00:45:55,150
audience and you know it's tough because

1196
00:46:00,270 --> 00:45:57,850
I don't you know there is that duality

1197
00:46:02,580 --> 00:46:00,280
of positive negative but I always think

1198
00:46:04,560 --> 00:46:02,590
that one blends into the other and it's

1199
00:46:07,770 --> 00:46:04,570
sort of like a cyclical thing till

1200
00:46:09,870 --> 00:46:07,780
eventually the negativity sort of irons

1201
00:46:12,480 --> 00:46:09,880
itself outer or sort of squeezes out the

1202
00:46:14,340 --> 00:46:12,490
gunk and it's a little bit easier the

1203
00:46:16,140 --> 00:46:14,350
next time around you know one goes into

1204
00:46:18,570 --> 00:46:16,150
the dark night of the soul or phases you

1205
00:46:20,730 --> 00:46:18,580
know those those painful inner places

1206
00:46:22,770 --> 00:46:20,740
that can be very obvious that somebody

1207
00:46:25,740 --> 00:46:22,780
struggling in I think if we go through

1208
00:46:29,010 --> 00:46:25,750
enough of that it doesn't blindside us

1209
00:46:31,680 --> 00:46:29,020
and it doesn't lock us into a vibration

1210
00:46:33,210 --> 00:46:31,690
that is really off-putting but I think

1211
00:46:35,760 --> 00:46:33,220
people's growth is stunted because

1212
00:46:38,570 --> 00:46:35,770
there's really nothing in our culture in

1213
00:46:41,180 --> 00:46:38,580
our school systems that ah

1214
00:46:42,260 --> 00:46:41,190
through those initiations instead you

1215
00:46:44,570 --> 00:46:42,270
know it ends up being a medical

1216
00:46:46,190 --> 00:46:44,580
condition when really that could have

1217
00:46:47,750 --> 00:46:46,200
been the person's greatest awakening and

1218
00:46:50,090 --> 00:46:47,760
instead they're being drugged or told

1219
00:46:52,520 --> 00:46:50,100
that you know they've got this diagnosis

1220
00:46:54,950 --> 00:46:52,530
or this issue and it's very unfair

1221
00:46:56,180 --> 00:46:54,960
because I know that when a person goes

1222
00:46:58,930 --> 00:46:56,190
into those zones they have the

1223
00:47:01,430 --> 00:46:58,940
opportunity to you know come full circle

1224
00:47:04,010 --> 00:47:01,440
and when there's no guidance when

1225
00:47:06,080 --> 00:47:04,020
there's no understanding and a person

1226
00:47:08,240 --> 00:47:06,090
dwells in that for too long

1227
00:47:09,530 --> 00:47:08,250
they can be very very hard to reach for

1228
00:47:12,050 --> 00:47:09,540
the rest of their life and that's what's

1229
00:47:13,730 --> 00:47:12,060
really troubling about the way the

1230
00:47:16,280 --> 00:47:13,740
system's set up and what people are

1231
00:47:17,600 --> 00:47:16,290
taught to do as a service they might not

1232
00:47:19,220 --> 00:47:17,610
realize that they're not really helping

1233
00:47:21,560 --> 00:47:19,230
that person but they're taught like oh

1234
00:47:23,150 --> 00:47:21,570
no this is great you know give them this

1235
00:47:24,920 --> 00:47:23,160
drug tell them they've got this

1236
00:47:26,930 --> 00:47:24,930
condition and again I'm not trying to

1237
00:47:28,820 --> 00:47:26,940
bust on the medical industry but I think

1238
00:47:30,290 --> 00:47:28,830
in this window period we're going

1239
00:47:31,730 --> 00:47:30,300
through such huge transformations we

1240
00:47:33,470 --> 00:47:31,740
need to change the names of these labels

1241
00:47:34,490 --> 00:47:33,480
and and look at it in a different way so

1242
00:47:36,380 --> 00:47:34,500
it's more empowering

1243
00:47:39,560 --> 00:47:36,390
is there somebody we're gonna head to a

1244
00:47:41,540 --> 00:47:39,570
break here in two minutes so I'm giving

1245
00:47:43,610 --> 00:47:41,550
you the warning in the lore Eisenhower

1246
00:47:47,330 --> 00:47:43,620
two-minute answer which is hard to get

1247
00:47:50,750 --> 00:47:47,340
to but is there is there somebody is

1248
00:47:54,670 --> 00:47:50,760
there a speaker or an author today that

1249
00:47:59,960 --> 00:47:54,680
inspires you that you listen to

1250
00:48:02,690 --> 00:47:59,970
Hey hmm I've always been really aligned

1251
00:48:04,700 --> 00:48:02,700
with Lisa Renee we've become you know

1252
00:48:06,170 --> 00:48:04,710
really good friends when it comes down

1253
00:48:07,700 --> 00:48:06,180
to it if we haven't talked for a while

1254
00:48:10,580 --> 00:48:07,710
we can be on the phone for hours and

1255
00:48:14,000 --> 00:48:10,590
it's just like family it's it's safe

1256
00:48:15,950 --> 00:48:14,010
it's her information is just I mean it

1257
00:48:17,750 --> 00:48:15,960
just fits so much into everything that

1258
00:48:19,940 --> 00:48:17,760
I've always understood but it goes in

1259
00:48:21,410 --> 00:48:19,950
places that it's like wow you know this

1260
00:48:24,590 --> 00:48:21,420
is a whole nother level of you know

1261
00:48:26,660 --> 00:48:24,600
articulating it you know and helps me to

1262
00:48:28,670 --> 00:48:26,670
connect dots with things that I haven't

1263
00:48:30,020 --> 00:48:28,680
necessarily seen her say so it's it's

1264
00:48:33,650 --> 00:48:30,030
almost like it's very compatible there's

1265
00:48:34,760 --> 00:48:33,660
things that I don't know we connect a

1266
00:48:36,550 --> 00:48:34,770
lot of dots together I guess you could

1267
00:48:40,610 --> 00:48:36,560
say so so it's it's always pretty much

1268
00:48:42,350 --> 00:48:40,620
um I would say she's she's she's the one

1269
00:48:44,630 --> 00:48:42,360
that has been the most inspiring I don't

1270
00:48:46,160 --> 00:48:44,640
want to put like most but who I

1271
00:48:47,780 --> 00:48:46,170
gravitate to and who I feel a

1272
00:48:49,820 --> 00:48:47,790
vibrational match with on a mission

1273
00:48:52,070 --> 00:48:49,830
level and her website for everybody if

1274
00:48:54,740 --> 00:48:52,080
I'm still under two minutes as energetic

1275
00:48:56,090 --> 00:48:54,750
this calm highly recommended there you

1276
00:48:58,310 --> 00:48:56,100
go let's take a break right here our

1277
00:49:00,800 --> 00:48:58,320
guest tonight Laura Eisenhower

1278
00:49:03,140 --> 00:49:00,810
this is fade to black when we come back

1279
00:49:04,820 --> 00:49:03,150
we're gonna continue this discussion but

1280
00:49:06,620 --> 00:49:04,830
I want to go back in time a little bit

1281
00:49:08,690 --> 00:49:06,630
and talk about some of the ancient

1282
00:49:10,370 --> 00:49:08,700
teachers out there as well

1283
00:49:11,930 --> 00:49:10,380
I'm errol's Timmy Church more flora

1284
00:49:18,740 --> 00:49:11,940
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1285
00:49:24,990 --> 00:49:21,750
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1286
00:49:28,950 --> 00:49:25,000
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00:49:41,160 --> 00:49:37,180
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